When was I happy

Not armies, not nations, have advanced the race; but here and there, in the course of ages, an individual has stood up and cast his shadow over the world.
-Edwin Hubbell Chapin

consanguineous \kon-san(g)-GWIN-ee-us\, adjective:
Of the same blood; related by birth; descended from the same
parent or ancestor.

So the job thing isn’t worked out. I tried to expect the worse, and man, it was worse than I even imagined. It all seems that way. My dreams and goals never come true. I’m a cursed dreamer.

I had an okay day, and it ended ridiculously. By ridiculously, I meant with some of the greatest pain I’ve had inawhile.

Frankly, I can’t get into how depressed I am. It isn’t the end of the world, but I can’t help but feel it is.

There is nothing.

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